i will be

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, coz you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Coz I will never let you go

Coz without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah...

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

I stand for wait you

I stand look the sky
You is star in the night
Bring peacefulness in my life
In the cold my night
I feel so soft the rain spot
On dream hill

To open long sheet ago
When we spilled tear together
Share joy, sorrow, dream, idea, love and story
You give million feel for me
Happy, disappointed, and afraid
Pace along the adge sharp thorn street
Another side by side
Guide me stand up

When we get adolescent
You be spread over with different feel
I fal

l in love with you
You give color in my life
Not only black and white
But like rainbow
Full color

But, you not have feel same with me
Your lips always tell story about her
I so jelous
I weak because my love with you
I can give you smile false
Like advocate you

Buried in my hurt
To try forget about you
But hold out in here

I tired with this trip
Like to oar dugout in the false direction
You season my heart with love color
Cross the ocean with love light
Do you remember??
Time happy in my life
When you decorate my day with your smile

But when you and her so far
You come at me
And give me big expectation
Sorry, my heart is frozen, closed for you

But I will in here for you as your bestfriend
Recall me with thousand trail of we
And remember me with million line of we
In adventure make a friendship

i stand in here

STAND IN HERE

Sky so dark like bury anger
Hidden light star commonly crack smile
I commonly powerful stand on street greeting thorn
Now I am so frail tied up fact my idea
I commonly so stiff of your attitude
Now incapability all hold back
Look...
Look me in here..
Wait you, please look my heart
Read my heart
When you know??
Impossible if I give expression with you..

Now you so far
Very far with me..
Nothing be visible of me..
You will leave me alone
Wait wait and wait..
You give me empty expectation
Your promise, your love poetry, love story
Everything lie..
You know?
I am so sick..
This waiting I so feel in vain

I so confused..
When this feel lost forever??
I can’t agin my feel
I don’t be strong forget you…
I feel in love with you

If I see you
I remember always your smile
Your smile give me spirit and make me happy
I love your smile
And the way your eyes
Light up when you are happy..
I always pray for you..
Wiss you all the best..
Possible with her
You can always find happiness..
I willing you with her
If you happy
Although my heart draw blood
Because…
I love you…

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